Speaking from my heart

Sitting by my computer and watching all the pictures we took in SD, good memories. I really appreciate the fact that I got the chance to go there, first once and then twice. With two wonderful girls that got a speciall place in my heart, it wouldn't be the same without you.

When we were on our way home I was sad to leave but I had a feeling it would be nice coming home. The biggest reason I think was because I felt sick, more than I wanted to admit. So I was thinking, nice to come home and not feeling the pressure to train and always be on your best.

But what happened? I came home to an apartment full of stuff but still empty. I thought I would appreciate being alone for once but no. I missed my two girls and having their company. But most of all I missed all the wonderful people back in SD, our family at Victory!

Comparing sweden to SD, I'll pick SD in a heartbeat! Coming home made me realize that I don't belong i Skelleftå right now. This isn't my place to be right now and that makes my longing back even worse. I don't feel that I necessarily need to be in SD, every other place but Skellefteå works at this point. As long as you can train.

Love you guys and miss you so!